Disappointment

Disappointment
my own eyes
shown me
true colors
from all this
Makes me feel
mad
mostly upset
then question
but why?
My happy joy
turn to be
disappointment
upsetting
this hurts
like my heart
pains my chest
as a grip
holds to me
tightly
paining me
my smiles
fade off
A frown appears
not good
I’m very upset
I may have
let the attention
get to me
never let
my eyes
cut off
and exam
my prey
it shows me
behind
all the good
see it
Makes me feel
disappointed
hasn’t let go
the feelings
or the hold
caring of me
I rather see
the happy joy
over that
instead
it’s all
disappointing me
I do have
the same thing
feelings
deeply care
in my heart
but not the love
that spark
has died off
fireworks
have exploded
to bits
Bond holding strong
everything is
A disappointment
to me
makes me feel
mad
more upsetting
over all
disappointment